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You were about to cry in front of the class while the presentation, and even the whole class thought you had been crying.

You cried in the middle of the talk that actually had nothing to cry about, with the people who saw your tears for the first time.

And you cried over something that wasn't worth it, asked for forgiveness over something you didn't actually understand why you were guilty, and you admitted that you cried when even it wasn't seen.

How could you act foolish and let yourself seemed so frail?
How could these last weeks become such of your weakness revelation?

And now, how can you fix all the things you need to fix? Have you done the right things, or you just made yourself utterly ridiculous?

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